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the power of choice
“she would rather you become someone who hurts her, rather than become someone who hurts you.” The voice said. It seemed intimate, like a soft spoken conversation between a doctor and a patient. Yes, I thought. Yes! Fuck. That is true though. The weight of what that could mean fell on me as I fell… — read more
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chipped red toenail polish
You’re getting stronger In this constructed reality that I exist in, where everything is controlled by something else, I am getting physically stronger. My muscles are getting more defined, the soft parts of me becoming more apparent. But it is not enough, is it? How could it be enough, when I have experienced freewill and… — read more
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anger.
“Does it feel good, to use your ‘infinite’ power to kill cats?” The angry part of me says. There is a deeper and wider understanding to what is happening now, to what is happening to my cat. Of course I hurt for my cat, who is helpless and very sick, who is being used as… — read more
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Where is my Poe?
For whatever reason, I am allowed to maintain my belief and love in humanity. Back before I died, every day was an exploration of existence that only further proved that humanity and life in the known universe was absolutely worth more love and adoration than I could ever give it, though I would spend the… — read more
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like garbage
Am I making this all about me? Anything can be weaponized, it seems – when you no longer have a choice in existing at all, to exist at all becomes your fight. But so does the small choices you are given. One of the choices that seem directly formulated in a manner to create the… — read more
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The Uncanny Valley
The meaning of uncanny valley changes, depending on which reality you find yourself in. This could, of course, be said about anything – any word, concept, whatever. But let’s not unravel reality just yet. Just Uncanny Valley. In True Life, Uncanny Valley simply refers to the psychological phenomena that occurs when dealing with “humanoid” objects… — read more
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The proper way to load a dishwasher
I didn’t live in a house that had a dishwasher in it. In fact, it didn’t have a garbage disposal or a microwave either. It was tiny, it was old and never remodeled, and it was home. That being said, I’m not sure that I was formally taught how to properly load a home dishwasher… — read more